So tomorrow I have placement. It’s going to be very interesting but I’m scared of doing something wrong. It’s basically like my first day at work! That’s scary biscuits.
Probably the easiest way for me to avoid doing something wrong is to read about a lot of things, but it’s 9 o clock and I haven’t done very much at all (despite ordering a book in from the library). I know there’s plenty of time left to the evening but my room is a desperate mess - so messy in fact that about half my stuff is DOWNSTAIRS because my ENORMOUS ROOM with a ridiculous amount of storage space is horribly disorganised.
Once placement starts, I think I’ll be too tired from my 9-5 stressfilled workdays to organise my home life into an order that I like. So tonight I’m devoting myself to finding room for that shit downstairs in an appropriate place in my room. And then I propose to go through my wardrobe trying to find appropriate clothes to wear.
I’m 20 years old, I don’t have professional smart-casual clothes! It specifies no low-cut tops and I’m don’t dress like no slut, but it’s desperately difficult to find smart-casual-high necked tops. I wanted to go shopping but my boring ass council job, love of dancing, sleep and generally being too tried or hungry, or unmotivated to do anything has really let time catch up with me.
AND NOW PLACEMENT IS TOMORROW! And I have nothing to wear and I am not prepared! Still, tiding my room is a good use of my time.
I think I’m going to be a particularly useless grown-up.
